• 3:37:00 AM, Sunday, September 24, 2006
Man...
Life has become such a routine these days!
Wells, ok, not that it hasn't been last time.
But yeah, you roughly get what I mean don't ya?
Just like robots, maybe?
We wake up, take a while to fully wake up while eating breakfast and watching a bit of teevee.
Then you gotta go straight to work.
It's books books and books all the way till midnight.
Except stopping for meals and toilet breaks and snacks blah...
Seriously, this is getting quite crazy.
:(
I admit I was pretty off the past few days.
I may look fine on the outside really.
But inside there's this fear...
I know that I shouldn't be thinking so much about it.
It's like everybody's going through the same process as I am.
And that whether being sad and miserable, or happy and looking at things with an open mind, the exams will still come.
In a week's time.
That's all I have left.
That's all everyone has left
So what then will become of it?
I'm just sitting at my deak facing my books and notes and papers all day long.
And after every meal I just rush back up, head back buried into my notes.
Until my dad practically begs me to pause for a break and watch some teevee.
And what...?
At the end of the day I still get frustrated,
Cause I can't really seem to get things done smoothly without constant reference back to my darling notes.
The only exception now is my maths.
My hope...
Just that I really do wanna do well.
Who doesn't??
It's not easy being a student...
That's what I've realized...
And the life of a CHILD has evolved such that he/she has no childhood whatsoever.
From the day he/she starts secondary school.
I just wish you knew......
♥ loved at : 3:37:00 AM
